Saying “I Love You”

I see you.

You’re smiling. You talk to me gently. You remember my favorite sound and you don’t laugh when I make it over and over again.

I want to say something.

I want to say, “I love you.”

But my mouth forgets how. My body forgets how. The words are in my head but not in my lips.

So instead I bring you the red string I always carry. I press it into your hand.

You say, “Thank you.”

You don’t know what it means.

But to me, it’s everything.

It means:

  • You are safe.
  • I see you.
  • I want you near.
  • You make the world quieter.

I flap my hands and hum. You smile. That helps.

Maybe you felt it after all.

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